Fangirling Over You by C.M. Kars

Author:C.M. Kars
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: contemporary romance, celebrity romance, hollywood romance, fangirl romance
Publisher: C.M. Kars
Published: 2022-04-19T00:00:00+00:00

EIGHT

“How is your hair so soft?” Ayden asks, running his fingers through it, semi-stroking my back because of its length. It’s lulling me to sleep, and I’ve decided that I’m never going to move ever again. I live here now.

“Excellent products. You’re exceptionally comfortable, by the way. You shouldn’t let me stay on you too long, I’d get too comfortable and then you’d have to stay here forever and ever.”

“That doesn’t sound so bad.” I can hear his snicker. Ayden puts his hand to the back of my neck underneath my hair, warm and comforting.

“Nah, you’ve got to work, I’ve got to work, if only to keep us in food and good books.”

“I thought you liked your job?” Ayden asks, shifting underneath me so he can get more comfortable. His free arm comes to circle around my waist, holding me tight to him.

I melt into him, a complete spineless noodle, and I swear, I could stay here forever.

I shrug. “It’s a job. Pays the bills. I don’t love it. I don’t enjoy waking up super early every morning and doing the long-ass commute with the bus and subway, just to rinse and repeat from Monday to Friday.” I sigh, tapping my fingers along his chest, marveling all over again that I’m able to touch him like this. “That makes me sound ungrateful, doesn’t it? I’m not, but I just don’t see myself doing my job forever. But just thinking about starting over makes me break out in a cold sweat. I’m not like you.”

“What do you mean?”

I rub my cheek against his T-shirt, almost purring like a contented kitten that curled up in the perfect spot to sleep. “You’re so passionate about what you do.” I keep staring at my blank TV screen, trying to word this right. “Remember when you let me on set the other day, and you were going over the script for the latest episode and sort of spacing out?”

“I was mapping out how Chris was going to act out the dialogue. I wasn’t spacing out.”

“Yeah, you were. Mouth open, eyes far away, looking off into the distance. I called your name once or twice, and then I figured you were busy doing something in your brain, so I let it go.” I nod against his chest, still not looking at him. “I was watching you, obviously, and you sort of got this dreamy smile on your face, like you remembered something good that happened to you when you were a kid or something. It was adorable. And it made me jealous. You get to be a different person when you’re at work, and I think that’s so awesome.”

“Most people would make the conclusion that I don’t like myself.”

I shrug again but think about it a little more. “I mean, everyone has flaws, has weaknesses that they wish they could change or fears they could overcome. What if we could all just reprogram ourselves, make a better version of ourselves and start again? It’s kinda what you’re doing, I think.

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